Now , I'm going to write about one of my horror experiences .
It was truly scary and I learned a lot about America thought this experience(yes, I'm going to leave it as an experience,it means I'll never go to that church never again!!).
Yesterday, I woke up at 5am.
Because I was so nervous ...Well technically, I'm not allowed to wake up that hour ( I hate this rule just because I live under my parents roof doesn't mean I have to do everything what they ordered me! I'm not a robot!!):
Anyway, so I tried to sleep more but the idea that I go to American church and meat American teenagers today keeps bothering me.
So I decided to study English before I go to church, because I don't want to be that dumb foreigner .
I listened my favorite audio book called "princess diary" and try to read some newspaper for kids lol but the only thing I can see from the newspaper was some pictures of teenagers, they look really friendly and nice.
Anyway so I pictured myself hang out with that beautiful creatures and be good friends with them..
But that was just my imagination.
I'll tell you why it is later ,because I have to keep going .
As soon as my mom informed me that it is 8, I hurried got out of bed and took a long shower lol because I always think hydrogen is the key of making good first impression lol .what person in the world wants to make dirty first impression , don't they?.
So I waxed my legs , arms and I even shampooing my hair twice and do some facial yoga while I scrub my self with body cleaner it smells really good! I love it , here are some tips : do some facial yoga before you speak English because it can prevent you from you to bite your tough when you speak.trust me it really works!
After my shower is done I moistured my body with aveeno and get dressed.
And let me tell you something if I don't spray perfume before I go outside that person is may not me it must be my clone or something.
And now let's get in to the horror story.
/Warning for people who have an America dream/(I don't want to wake you up keep dreaming~)
Church was supposed to start at 10am but me and my quick tempered dad arrived at church at 9:10 (my mom was still sleeping lol lazy mom , it is always strange that even though my parents are such a too different type person but they hardly fight,so weird,aren't it?)
When we arrived at church there was only few people and they all had a queer look on their face like why they come here so early or why they didn't go to Asian church.
I was quiet intimidated by them because their face look so cold and not smiling ,but on the other hand my dad was smiling and say good morning to everyone and everyone was smile back at us and said good morning so I felt so proud of my dad and safe.
While my dad and I walking around the church I felt so nervous and I want to be fashionably late, you know like Cinderella lol (JK) :')
So, I told him ,I want to eat some frozen yogurt so we go to golden spoon and had some delicious yogurt , mine was peanut butter yogurt with caramel chocolate syrup on it and I dad ate mango yogurt with blueberry syrup on it .mine was much delicious hee hee ):')(I'm addicted to frozen yogurt these days XD)
As we go back to church , it was only 9:50am still ten minutes left .....But my dad made me to go to the youth center and told the minister to introduce me to people and disappear and now my dad is gone and I am stand infrond of these colorful people (I'm not being racist,dont get me wrong, but it is true).
As he introduce me to other teenagers they all made some awkward fake smile and say hi~Susie
I just wanted to go home :( and slipt delectly in to my bed and sleep, because I felt so tired at that moment and i don't have enough energy to smile and pretending im ok, as I am sick and tired of these hiding myslef ,i finally realize i what im just saying i was like Hi!nicet meet ya( MINE WAS A FAKE SMILE TOO) and ask the minister can I sleep on the couch for 10minutes and they all laughing like I'm crazy but I was really tired and my eyes was kept closing every second.
As soon as the minister found out I'm serious, he let me lie down one the couch and give me a blanket It was so nice of him but as I am lying on the couch, I am not sleepy anymore but I pretended I'm fell a sleep .
And i instantly found out American teenagers are not noisy as I thought they would be and they all looking at their phones and playing games or texting...it was so strange and it brake all my american dreams at that very moment and it makes me feel sad because these american dream is what i been dream of ever since my fist year in kindergarden.
As a brown hair white guy shouted it's time to start, I woke up lazly and site beside the tall blond girl who is a year younger than me but she was nice and cute but very quiet.
I hate people treats me like I can't speak English ....I felt so isolated .
Boys was little loud and noisy but very funny , hilarious and very friendly to me but the problem was a girls.
I was the only Asian teenager in that church so I felt lonely and awkward and most of all girls are really quiet and not funny they don't talk to each other a lot not like Korean girls who are really talkative .
All of them was really tall so I was like a little baby in that giant hell .
And their facial expressions , body languages and their interests all of them was different from Korea ...
SO I can't guess what are they thinking about and how to act in certain situation.I HOPE SOMEBODY COULD TEACH ME :*(
Anyway I KNOW THIS IS JUST A STARTING!!
It was truly scary and I learned a lot about America thought this experience(yes, I'm going to leave it as an experience,it means I'll never go to that church never again!!).
Yesterday, I woke up at 5am.
Because I was so nervous ...Well technically, I'm not allowed to wake up that hour ( I hate this rule just because I live under my parents roof doesn't mean I have to do everything what they ordered me! I'm not a robot!!):
Anyway, so I tried to sleep more but the idea that I go to American church and meat American teenagers today keeps bothering me.
So I decided to study English before I go to church, because I don't want to be that dumb foreigner .
I listened my favorite audio book called "princess diary" and try to read some newspaper for kids lol but the only thing I can see from the newspaper was some pictures of teenagers, they look really friendly and nice.
Anyway so I pictured myself hang out with that beautiful creatures and be good friends with them..
But that was just my imagination.
I'll tell you why it is later ,because I have to keep going .
As soon as my mom informed me that it is 8, I hurried got out of bed and took a long shower lol because I always think hydrogen is the key of making good first impression lol .what person in the world wants to make dirty first impression , don't they?.
So I waxed my legs , arms and I even shampooing my hair twice and do some facial yoga while I scrub my self with body cleaner it smells really good! I love it , here are some tips : do some facial yoga before you speak English because it can prevent you from you to bite your tough when you speak.trust me it really works!
After my shower is done I moistured my body with aveeno and get dressed.
And let me tell you something if I don't spray perfume before I go outside that person is may not me it must be my clone or something.
And now let's get in to the horror story.
/Warning for people who have an America dream/(I don't want to wake you up keep dreaming~)
Church was supposed to start at 10am but me and my quick tempered dad arrived at church at 9:10 (my mom was still sleeping lol lazy mom , it is always strange that even though my parents are such a too different type person but they hardly fight,so weird,aren't it?)
When we arrived at church there was only few people and they all had a queer look on their face like why they come here so early or why they didn't go to Asian church.
I was quiet intimidated by them because their face look so cold and not smiling ,but on the other hand my dad was smiling and say good morning to everyone and everyone was smile back at us and said good morning so I felt so proud of my dad and safe.
While my dad and I walking around the church I felt so nervous and I want to be fashionably late, you know like Cinderella lol (JK) :')
So, I told him ,I want to eat some frozen yogurt so we go to golden spoon and had some delicious yogurt , mine was peanut butter yogurt with caramel chocolate syrup on it and I dad ate mango yogurt with blueberry syrup on it .mine was much delicious hee hee ):')(I'm addicted to frozen yogurt these days XD)
As we go back to church , it was only 9:50am still ten minutes left .....But my dad made me to go to the youth center and told the minister to introduce me to people and disappear and now my dad is gone and I am stand infrond of these colorful people (I'm not being racist,dont get me wrong, but it is true).
As he introduce me to other teenagers they all made some awkward fake smile and say hi~Susie
I just wanted to go home :( and slipt delectly in to my bed and sleep, because I felt so tired at that moment and i don't have enough energy to smile and pretending im ok, as I am sick and tired of these hiding myslef ,i finally realize i what im just saying i was like Hi!nicet meet ya( MINE WAS A FAKE SMILE TOO) and ask the minister can I sleep on the couch for 10minutes and they all laughing like I'm crazy but I was really tired and my eyes was kept closing every second.
As soon as the minister found out I'm serious, he let me lie down one the couch and give me a blanket It was so nice of him but as I am lying on the couch, I am not sleepy anymore but I pretended I'm fell a sleep .
And i instantly found out American teenagers are not noisy as I thought they would be and they all looking at their phones and playing games or texting...it was so strange and it brake all my american dreams at that very moment and it makes me feel sad because these american dream is what i been dream of ever since my fist year in kindergarden.
As a brown hair white guy shouted it's time to start, I woke up lazly and site beside the tall blond girl who is a year younger than me but she was nice and cute but very quiet.
I hate people treats me like I can't speak English ....I felt so isolated .
Boys was little loud and noisy but very funny , hilarious and very friendly to me but the problem was a girls.
I was the only Asian teenager in that church so I felt lonely and awkward and most of all girls are really quiet and not funny they don't talk to each other a lot not like Korean girls who are really talkative .
All of them was really tall so I was like a little baby in that giant hell .
And their facial expressions , body languages and their interests all of them was different from Korea ...
SO I can't guess what are they thinking about and how to act in certain situation.I HOPE SOMEBODY COULD TEACH ME :*(
Anyway I KNOW THIS IS JUST A STARTING!!
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